Over the years, people have often commented on my strength through hard times. I don’t think I’m particularly strong, but I do have a thick skin and have learned to roll with the punches. I get that from my mother, of course. She’s a fine example of how to just keep on marching.
Really, though, I think ALL of the women on my mother’s side are remarkably tough. My grandmother was a badass who taught her daughters at her side. All of my aunts have played huge roles in my life and I’ve learned how to be the best me by watching and talking with them. I’m grateful for every moment.
The woman who taught us ALL how to swing our machetes through the thick jungle, how to forage for sustenance, and how to identify the beautiful flora along the way was the eldest girl in the family, Frances. Aunt Fran to me. She was just such a part of my life from the youngest days and some of my earliest memories include her.
She had a house full of her own children but, knowing that my mother had the 9 of us on her own, she was always there. Making cookies at my grandma’s, taking us on adventures at her farm, and just demonstrating how to power through. I was too little to understand how difficult her own life was. But I knew that when I kneeled on a cactus patch to look at her fish pond, she would give me a cookie while I sat on the kitchen counter and she gently removed the needles one by one.
A visit to her flower shop meant I might get a crown of baby’s breath. She taught me how to thread my own needle so I could “repair clothes” while she sewed real patches next to me. A walk amongst her animals was always an adventure and she gave me my very first pet – a tiny black kitten! It was Halloween time, so we named her Pumpkin. That cat stayed with our family for more than 20 years.
When we moved several states away, Fran regularly filled her station wagon with Albert kids going to or from summer visits back home. She included us on many trips to visit other relatives in other places. Often, these trips in an old station wagon, with a lot of kids on old tires left us on the side of the road. What I remember about these moments is my amazing Aunt Fran standing back to assess the situation and then tackling a tire change, a weight redistribution, and getting us all back on the road without ever letting us see her stress.
As my brothers were older and living in our home town, it was not unusual to find a bag of groceries at the door. Or hand-me-down clothes. Or some gadget that may come in handy for a house full of Alberts. As an adult, I now know that Aunt Fran was a wheeler-dealer, and a bit of a scavenger. Those groceries were often discarded from the stores with Fran arranging to get the day old lettuce for “pet rabbits” or meat for her “pets”. To this day. My mother and I refer to these gifts as Bunny Greens. I loved those things.
When I got married, Aunt Fran offered her florist skills to make my bouquet and table flowers. We walked though the farmers market together and she picked out all of my favorite flowers. How did she know I loved freesia? Oh. I guess she probably paid attention to the things I liked as a kid. She then clipped a bit of greenery from the boxwood in the front yard of our new home.
I don’t know how many people bothered to look past her rough edges and tough exterior. As for me, I know that she was a loving sister and great companion for my mother. I know she had a sly wit. I know that she could find beauty in the most overlooked things. I know that she had a huge soft heart. And I know that I love her.
I know that her departure leaves a big hole in our family quilt but I’m so happy that she is reuniting with family on the other side and I hope that she is barefoot, running through a meadow and picking all the flowers she wants
Rest well, Aunt Fran. Thanks for all the You that you gave
us. I will pass it on.